i'm a soul with no existence
a dick without a pot to piss in
pacs dead and so i guess ill gather my sticks in
start this fire, embark rewired
in the dark, sharks and rats , inspired
im in dire need of some liars
my denial is expired
in the files, im fired
but her heart i admire
in the start, i was tired
but now i carve hearts in my tires
i can't drive my desire
ill just starve the stars that guide my entire
life like a cypher
frights in spite of the heights i've arrived at
lonely but ill still be a fighter

never really gave a fuck
until i fell in love
that was some lame ass shit (and it goes)


depression very scary
depressed in february
shit was temporary
hopeless very rarely
legal, just barely
fairly excellent


i'm a hedonist, but i don't need heroin
to go headfirst in pessimistic, bomb myself like a terrorist, shit
surrogate, endless, medications, all i need is meditations
what's more
i'm gonna explore
summer of george
gorge
what i'm iiving for
colors and suckers
and drugs seem like lovers
good for the short term
then burn it like rubber
i'm not really concerned
this is like no other
troubled like mother nature
your just stubborn
so label me like i'm major
fuck it it like a favor
issues screwed and chopped like im southern
thats some shit you could savor, gummy worms
razor like rug burn
hot shit, sun burn
fuck this, love yearns
love sick, lust turns
sour like blood curds
whats worse
last hours of my fucked verse
disperse
and i'm good like woodwork
minds shook, nerd
lines look scurried
lives are curved
no worth
no death
no birth
not perf, guess i deserve
nothing more to be a fucking perv
and fly high into the clouds like a bird
things could be worse
things could be worse
things could be worse
things could be worse